Thank you for sharing your story. I also had a mental breakdown that led to me being diagnosed with OCD and as awful as that was, it was so important to turning my life around. I was going to explain more, but then I realized my OCD is actually getting in the way of writing a coherent comment about it (I did write an article about my experience with OCD, but it was more focused on obsession with productivity). So I applaud you for being able to find the words to tell your story. It's good to remember that you are not alone, and neither am I. Maybe I'll share more of my story some time. And I wish you the best in your healing journey.